There’s nothing disappointed like the one that expected to go along with you until the end of time, is the one who let you down. 

At the end of this term, I’m getting into somewhere new, taking a deep breath and considering for what just happened those days, exhausted and running out of energy. It supposed to be great if there’s 2 trips per year, once in the summer and once in the autumn/winter I hope. I don’t want my youth to be wasted. Keep calm and carry on.